Can See but Feel's like Blind...

3 yrs have past since i write here. alt of things have happen, good and bad, happy and sad. 3 yrs ago i was an engineering student. Now i am an executive at they company i always what to work for. Alhamdulillah...as thing goes as i plan it to be. However, some how deep in my heart i felt abit disapointed at my self. All this time i been struggling to survive and focus on only one thing until i felt that time have past by so fast that i felt that i am a person but have an empty heart.

You can see, at the same time you felt you are blind...in your heart....as if you are unable to see the good in your life. you felt that you are nothing. i been trying to figure this out for a few month now since i graduated and some how today i get partial of the answer.

I have become a stuborn person and my heart unable to see the good anymore as if i have a blind heart.

It's kinda a relief at same time scared when i figure this out as i been having this problem for a long time and been struggling ever since. But i know only Allah S.W.T that can change a person heart and to Allah i pray that i can be a better person...

Pray isn't enough as we have to take action and make the choice's with Allah S.W.T will everything will work out..Insyallah and start writing again seems a good idea as it's can be a source of motivation as im not doing it only for my self only but for others as well.

As for today i start with browsing my way to Wardina safiaya fan page and find an interesting story about Brother Abu Hafsah or his English name is Jerome Claire. Despite of his visually impair, he able to recite Al-Quran beautifully using Al-Quran braille. Masyallah..if he can do it...why can't i since i have eyes that can see...and the most impressive thing about him is he just converted to Islam a few years back and now are professional imam at Toronto, Canada. Masyallah... Allah guide him thru islam and Allah help him to be who he are today..I been birth Islam but i never really practice Islam as Brother Abu Hafsah did, just merrly fulfilling 5 pillar of Islam...If he can do it so i can i..insyallah....