Can See but Feel's like Blind...

3 yrs have past since i write here. alt of things have happen, good and bad, happy and sad. 3 yrs ago i was an engineering student. Now i am an executive at they company i always what to work for. Alhamdulillah...as thing goes as i plan it to be. However, some how deep in my heart i felt abit disapointed at my self. All this time i been struggling to survive and focus on only one thing until i felt that time have past by so fast that i felt that i am a person but have an empty heart.

You can see, at the same time you felt you are blind...in your heart....as if you are unable to see the good in your life. you felt that you are nothing. i been trying to figure this out for a few month now since i graduated and some how today i get partial of the answer.

I have become a stuborn person and my heart unable to see the good anymore as if i have a blind heart.

It's kinda a relief at same time scared when i figure this out as i been having this problem for a long time and been struggling ever since. But i know only Allah S.W.T that can change a person heart and to Allah i pray that i can be a better person...

Pray isn't enough as we have to take action and make the choice's with Allah S.W.T will everything will work out..Insyallah and start writing again seems a good idea as it's can be a source of motivation as im not doing it only for my self only but for others as well.

As for today i start with browsing my way to Wardina safiaya fan page and find an interesting story about Brother Abu Hafsah or his English name is Jerome Claire. Despite of his visually impair, he able to recite Al-Quran beautifully using Al-Quran braille. Masyallah..if he can do it...why can't i since i have eyes that can see...and the most impressive thing about him is he just converted to Islam a few years back and now are professional imam at Toronto, Canada. Masyallah... Allah guide him thru islam and Allah help him to be who he are today..I been birth Islam but i never really practice Islam as Brother Abu Hafsah did, just merrly fulfilling 5 pillar of Islam...If he can do it so i can i..insyallah....

Comitment toward your dream

It's been 2 days since Malaysia change the Prime Minister
The funnies things is i so pre-occuppied wit my test until i forgot
about it.Hahaha...
I just realize it after finish my test yesterday.
I saw the news yesterday when paying for lunch food.
Time really feels like running from u nowdays
no matter how hard u run to catch up.
Now i'm cracking my head to finish up my data project
busy2
sometimes feel fed up wit it n want to ignore it
but i hav responsibility toward my self n team so
kene wat la nk x nk.
Sometimes it kind of frustrated to see people take things for granted
for example
life at Uni
Some people think that like
'it ok i hav alot of time to study later or there will be other ppl
to help wit da assign n project, let hang out"
somethings like that
However we forgot the reason why we are here
what we have vow to our self n family
'i want to be someone'
the cuurent us are not doing it well
even my self sometime slack back abit
but i always try to constently remember
da reason why i'm here n
commitment toward my dream
so let's try to remember it in our head n heart k

Why am i here?

Why am I here?

Nothing is impossible!
There will be a rough path await you
You will stumble and fail so horrible
You will cry and feel like you want to give up
Feel’s like want to quit
Lost hope and reason why you are here
Feel lonely and sad
Feel like it’s impossible no matter how hard you try
But….
Believe in Allah
Pray and ask his blessing
If you fell it’s ok to cry
Then find strength to stand again
Even though you are not sure of what you are doing
Even if it is so hard
Even it make your head dizzy
Don’t look back move forward
It’s ok to be scare
It ok to be unsecure
B’coz this the path you have chosen
Believe in want you have chosen
Give your best in everything that you do

Babak 1:Orientation week (MHS)

1 thing, i don't know weather i should used English or Malay for this blog. If i used English people will say 'ape nie, bahase melambangkn bangsa la wei' like that. But since the people that involve in changing my life is not only malaysian, i decided to use English since it 'the universal language' now. so please bear wit me. However, i will still used malay since it's who i'm am. My mother tough. The conclusion is this blog will used 'rojak' language (mix) so that everyone that visit can understand. Fair right.

So for a start, this morning i'm look to my pic collection to find idea to kick start my blog. When i look around i klik on the orientation week(MHS) pic. From the begining of the pic, until the end, i can stop laughing, seeing my self and others. I keep on comparing the current them n myself now.Hahaha... so different. Well, nearly 2 years have past since then, so can't be help la. My MHS memories is very dim since i'm really a 'skema' person. Obeying the rule and all. So quite boring la...

But for my 1 day to enter Uni life is a different story. I'm still considering weather i should put in this blog or not. b'coz is so hilarious until when me,my mom n my sis sat togather remembering it, we can't stop laughing. Maybe in my next posting i will tell so wait for it....

For now, i want to show you guys some pic of that time...

Girl's corner

Playing game(1 of my fav. pic)

MHS faci

From the begining until now...

From the beginning until now...
Alot of thing have happen...
Time of joy...
Time to cry...
Time to work hard...
Time to be crazy...
Time to Laugh...
n etc...
Every single little event...
From the start of my Uni life...
I want to remember...
Even is not all good memories...
I want to remember...
Everything...
That make who I am now
N time's to come...